Unacceptable

Written By Britt Wolfe
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I am the fracture in the mirror no polish can mend,
the stain that blooms beneath the skin
long after the wound has closed its lying mouth.

Everything I touch curdles—
laughter sours to ash on the tongue,
affection turns, quietly, irrevocably.

I carry the wrongness the way some carry heirloom silver:
polished where it can be seen,
while underneath, the tarnish spreads unchecked.

They sense it before I speak—
a shift in the air, subtle but absolute.
Eyes glance and slip away.
Bodies angle toward exit.

I am the thing marked do not handle.
The sealed container.
The warning no one wants to read twice.

Quarantine me.
Cut the lines.
Let the distance thicken
until even memory cannot bridge it.

I am the pathogen wearing a human face,
every cell a quiet treason.
My thoughts bloom in the dark,
soft and invasive,
feeding on what once felt safe.

Silence carries me.
Words make it worse.

I have tried to burn it out—
bleach the marrow,
scrape it clean,
scorch what remains—
but this is not surface.

It is the marrow.
The blood.
The blueprint.

I walk among them as something already decided,
apologising with every step—
for the space I take,
for the shadow I cast,
for the air that feels thinner when I enter it.

Children are pulled closer.
Conversations dissolve mid-sentence.
Even kindness keeps its distance—
close enough to feel good,
far enough to stay untouched.

There is no undoing this.

Not broken.
Not wounded.

Wrong.

A sentence the story should have cut
before it ever reached the page—
struck through,
left behind.

And still I remain.

Breathing what was never meant for me.
Carrying what cannot be set down.

A disease that knows itself
and has nowhere else to go,
sealed inside its only vessel,
learning the limits of its own skin.

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Unacceptable
Unacceptable

This poem was written from a place that doesn’t try to resolve itself. It doesn’t reach for hope or redemption, because not every moment offers those things honestly. Instead, it sits inside one of the darkest emotional states—the feeling of being fundamentally wrong, of carrying something unfixable beneath the surface. It is not a declaration of identity, but a mirror of a real and difficult experience, one that many people move through quietly and without language. This piece doesn’t attempt to comfort. It simply bears witness. 💚

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From, But Not Of

From, But Not Of is about the quiet, complicated act of becoming—of carrying where you come from without being confined by it. It explores the tension between roots and growth, between honouring the places and people that shaped you and allowing yourself to evolve beyond them. This poem lingers in that in-between space, where identity is no longer inherited but consciously chosen, and where leaving isn’t a rejection, but a natural extension of who you were always meant to become. 💚

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The Messy Middle
The Messy Middle

The Messy Middle lives in the part of life we rarely celebrate—the long, uncertain stretch between beginnings and endings. It’s about the quiet work of continuing when nothing feels resolved yet, when growth looks less like transformation and more like endurance. This poem lingers in those in-between moments—the ordinary, unremarkable days that slowly shape us—where courage isn’t loud, and healing isn’t linear, but something steady, human, and deeply real. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Fifteen
This Old House: Chapter Fifteen

This final chapter brings the story to a quiet, definitive close, not through resolution, but through continuation. This Old House: Chapter Fifteen returns the house to life, as new occupants arrive unaware of all that has come before, filling the space with their own rhythms, voices, and beginnings. Through the beam’s perspective, we are reminded that while lives pass through a place and eventually move on, something deeper remains—held, remembered, and unchanged beneath it all. As the concluding poem in this series, it offers a steady, unflinching truth: that life does not pause for what was lost, that new stories are built upon the remnants of old ones, and that what endures is not permanence, but the quiet act of bearing witness. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Fourteen
This Old House: Chapter Fourteen

This chapter captures the final, quiet severing—the moment when what remained can no longer be held together. This Old House: Chapter Fourteen follows the youngest daughter as she reaches the point where staying is no longer an act of love, but a slow undoing of herself. Through the beam’s steady perspective, we witness the subtle shift from waiting to choosing, as she moves through the house one last time, recognizing what cannot be carried forward. It is a meditation on the kind of leaving that comes without conflict or closure, and on the profound stillness that follows when the last living thread finally lets go. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Thirteen
This Old House: Chapter Thirteen

This chapter lingers in the quiet, devastating space where life continues but no longer feels lived. This Old House: Chapter Thirteen traces the slow, almost imperceptible decline of someone who remains physically present while steadily receding from the world around them. Through the beam’s steady perspective, we witness how time loses its structure, how care fades into repetition, and how a home begins to mirror the stillness it contains. It is not a story of collapse, but of erosion—the kind that happens quietly, without announcement, until what once filled a space is no longer there in any meaningful way. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Twelve
This Old House: Chapter Twelve

This chapter explores the quiet aftermath of separation, where what remains must learn to exist in a space that has grown too large for it. This Old House: Chapter Twelve traces the subtle but profound shifts that follow departure—not through dramatic collapse, but through the slow thinning of presence, routine, and care. Through the beam’s perspective, we witness how absence accumulates in small, tangible ways, and how those left behind begin to change in response. It is a meditation on the weight of emptiness, the burden placed on those who try to hold what cannot be held, and the quiet ways people begin to disappear without ever leaving. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Eleven
This Old House: Chapter Eleven

This chapter marks the moment where what has been quietly unraveling can no longer be contained within silence. This Old House: Chapter Eleven brings the fracture into view, not through confrontation, but through distance—the kind that settles in slowly and becomes impossible to ignore. Through the beam’s steady perspective, we witness a family reshaping itself without ever fully acknowledging what is being lost. It is a study in absence made visible, where departure happens without ceremony, and what remains must learn to exist in a space that no longer holds what it once did. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Ten
This Old House: Chapter Ten

This chapter explores what happens after the moment of loss—when nothing resolves, and life continues in a shape it was never meant to hold. This Old House: Chapter Ten traces the slow, quiet erosion of a family as absence begins to press into every corner of their lives. Through the beam’s perspective, we witness how routines falter, connections strain, and the house itself starts to mirror what is unfolding within it. There is no single breaking point, only a steady unravelling, where what once felt solid becomes fragile, and everything begins to shift around the space that cannot be filled. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Nine
This Old House: Chapter Nine

This chapter is the quiet breaking point of the story—the moment where nothing visible happens, and yet everything changes. This Old House: Chapter Nine captures the shape of absence as it forms, not through event or explanation, but through the slow, unsettling realization that someone is no longer there. Through the beam’s steady perspective, we witness how loss first appears: as a delay, a question, a space that cannot be accounted for. It is not an ending, but an opening—one that will remain unresolved, reshaping everything that follows as the house and those within it begin to move around what cannot be filled. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Eight
This Old House: Chapter Eight

This chapter marks the first quiet fracture within something that once felt whole. This Old House: Chapter Eight turns its focus to the eldest daughter, tracing the subtle, almost imperceptible shifts that signal change long before anything is spoken aloud. Through the beam’s watchful perspective, we sense the tension building beneath the surface—the altered rhythms, the unspoken questions, the growing distance that cannot yet be named. Nothing has broken, not yet, but something has undeniably moved. It is a meditation on the moments that go unnoticed in real time, the beginnings of change that only reveal their weight in hindsight, when it is already too late to hold things as they were. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Seven
This Old House: Chapter Seven

This chapter deepens the heart of the story, as the house transforms from a place of quiet endurance into a living, breathing home. This Old House: Chapter Seven captures the beauty of ordinary life—the rhythms, routines, and small, unremarkable moments that quietly build something lasting. Through the beam’s perspective, we witness the slow formation of connection, not just between the family, but within the space itself, as it begins to hold something it has never known in quite this way. It is here that observation becomes attachment, and the act of holding shifts from obligation to something closer to meaning. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Six
This Old House: Chapter Six

This chapter marks a quiet but profound turning point, as something unfamiliar enters the house for the first time in years—gentleness. This Old House: Chapter Six introduces a family not through disruption, but through care, intention, and the slow, deliberate act of building a life within the space. Through the beam’s perspective, we feel the shift from endurance to awareness, as it begins to recognize a kind of presence that does not take, but gives. It is here that something long closed begins to open—tentatively, cautiously—as the house is filled not just with people, but with the fragile beginnings of something that might, at last, resemble belonging. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Five
This Old House: Chapter Five

This chapter captures the quiet transformation of a place being reshaped—where change is not an ending, but a layering over what came before. This Old House: Chapter Five explores the illusion of renewal, the careful ways in which spaces are stripped, softened, and reimagined without ever truly releasing their past. Through the beam’s steady perspective, we witness the house being altered into something more palatable, more acceptable, while everything it has held remains just beneath the surface. It is a meditation on time as erosion rather than disappearance, and on the truth that what is covered is not the same as what is gone. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Four
This Old House: Chapter Four

This chapter marks a shift in both atmosphere and awareness, as the house takes on a quieter, more intimate kind of life—one shaped by secrecy, restraint, and unspoken exchanges. This Old House: Chapter Four explores what it means to witness not just presence, but the weight of what is taken, hidden, and endured within closed doors. Through the beam’s perspective, the tone deepens into something more uneasy, more observant, as it begins to recognize the difference between lives lived freely and lives lived under quiet constraint. It is here that observation sharpens into understanding, and the act of holding becomes something more complicated—no longer neutral, but marked by everything the house is forced to carry. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Three
This Old House: Chapter Three

This chapter marks the moment where transformation becomes permanence—where something once living is fixed into place and made to carry lives it does not belong to. This Old House: Chapter Three introduces the house itself and the first of many occupants, expanding the story beyond the self and into the quiet, relentless act of witnessing. Through the beam’s perspective, we begin to understand the weight of holding without being seen, of supporting lives that move loudly and carelessly above and below it. It is here that observation sharpens into awareness, and the first traces of something deeper begin to take root—not just endurance, but the slow, steady becoming of a witness who will remember everything. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter Two
This Old House: Chapter Two

This opening chapter lays the foundation for a story told across This chapter moves from belief into breaking—tracing the brutal transformation from something whole into something used. This Old House: Chapter Two explores the loss of identity that comes not just from being taken, but from being divided, reshaped, and repurposed without regard for what once was. Through the tree’s voice, we feel the disorientation of becoming pieces that still remember being one, and the quiet, unsettling realization that purpose can be imposed rather than chosen. It is here, in the aftermath of that understanding, that something new begins to form—not grief, not yet, but the earliest edge of something harder, something that will endure. 💚

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This Old House: Chapter One
This Old House: Chapter One

This opening chapter lays the foundation for a story told across time, memory, and transformation. This Old House: Chapter One introduces a voice that begins in quiet devotion—rooted in belief, in purpose, in the inherited certainty that becoming something “greater” is the ultimate calling. Through the eyes of the tree, we witness the fragile nature of that belief as it collides with a harsher reality, where purpose is not honoured, but taken. This poem sets the tone for the series to come: a long, watchful journey through what is built, what is broken, and what remains to bear witness long after everything else has changed. 💚

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Crater
Crater

This poem traces the slow, devastating unravelling of a home—not through spectacle, but through the quiet, accumulating moments that precede collapse. Crater explores how something once full of warmth and life can be reduced to absence without a single visible explosion, leaving behind damage that is both invisible and permanent. At its heart, it is a story about the aftermath—about standing in the hollow left behind, recognizing what cannot be rebuilt, and choosing, with painful clarity, not to remain there. It speaks to the kind of loss that reshapes a life entirely, and to the strength it takes to walk away from the ruins instead of trying to call them home again. 💚

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What He Couldn’t Unlearn
What He Couldn’t Unlearn

This poem steps back just enough to tell a deeply personal story in a way that feels both intimate and universal. By shifting the perspective, it becomes a reflection on inherited harm—the patterns that repeat when they go unexamined—and the quiet, powerful act of choosing differently. What He Couldn’t Unlearn is not concerned with assigning blame or uncovering intent; instead, it centres on the moment someone sees the fire for what it is and decides not to step into it. It is a poem about awareness, distance, and the kind of strength that doesn’t need to be loud to be life-changing—the strength to walk away and, in doing so, rewrite the ending. 💚

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Britt Was Here
Britt Was Here

This poem is a quiet declaration of intention—of choosing, with purpose and care, to leave something meaningful behind. It speaks to the kind of legacy that isn’t built through recognition or applause, but through the subtle, lasting impact we have on the people we touch. Britt Was Here is about pouring yourself into your work, your words, and your relationships in a way that lingers—offering comfort, strength, and a sense of being seen long after the moment has passed. It is a reminder that even the smallest acts of kindness and creation can echo far beyond us, shaping a world that feels just a little softer, a little braver, because we were in it. 💚

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Feelings Aren’t Even Real
Feelings Aren’t Even Real

Feelings Aren’t Even Real is a confrontation with the voice that lives beneath everything—the one that whispers you are not enough, that you are behind, that you will never become what you hoped. It is not a story of overcoming that voice, but of learning to move alongside it, to create in spite of it, to refuse to let something so loud and convincing dictate what gets made and what never sees the light. This piece sits in the tension between belief and defiance, asking what happens when you stop waiting to feel ready—and start anyway.

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Vesuvius
Vesuvius

Trigger warning: This piece contains themes of childhood suicidal ideation and self-perception.

I wrote Vesuvius when I was eleven years old, at a time when I felt a quiet but persistent need to leave everything behind. Not in a loud or visible way, but in the kind of way that convinces you your absence might be a kindness. I am deeply fortunate that I no longer believe that to be true. Time, life, and perspective have shifted something fundamental in me. And still, if I am being honest, I am learning—slowly and deliberately—how to fully inhabit this life without that old instinct whispering that disappearing might be the gentlest thing I could offer the world. This poem is not a return to that belief, but a recognition of the girl who held it, and the woman who chose to stay.

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Unlucky
Unlucky

This poem sits in the quiet, often unspoken space between perception and truth—the place where effort is rewritten as ease, and discipline is dismissed as chance. Unlucky explores the subtle arrogance of those who stand at a distance and reduce another’s becoming to something accidental, something they were simply denied. It is a reflection on what it means to be seen incorrectly, to have your work diminished into something convenient for others to believe—and the quiet, unshakeable power of knowing the truth of what it took to become who you are.💚

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But It Was Ours
But It Was Ours

There are moments in life we can never return to—places, people, and versions of ourselves that no longer exist in the same way, if at all. But It Was Ours sits in that quiet space between loss and meaning, where what is gone is not undone. This piece reflects on the enduring weight of lived experience—the simple, profound truth that something does not need to last forever to have mattered completely. It is a meditation on memory, belonging, and the quiet, unshakeable proof that for a time, we were there—and that it was real. 💚

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Only There Now
Only There Now

This poem sits in the quiet devastation of memory—the place where nothing is physically present, and yet everything still exists. It explores the haunting reality that there are people, places, and versions of ourselves that continue on in memory, untouched and unchanged, while we are forced to move forward without them. There is no resolution here, no comfort offered—only the slow, aching recognition that some things are not lost in a single moment, but fade until they exist nowhere else but in the mind, waiting for us to remember them. 💚

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Even Forests Are Socialist
Even Forests Are Socialist

This poem challenges the idea that survival is an individual pursuit, drawing from the quiet, undeniable intelligence of forests. Beneath the surface, trees exist in systems of connection, exchange, and interdependence—not out of kindness, but because it is the most effective way to endure. In contrast, we have built a world that rewards separation, accumulation, and dominance, even when those instincts lead to collapse. This piece is not about ideology—it’s about reality. About what it actually takes to survive, and the uncomfortable truth that nature has already figured out what we continue to resist. 💚

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We’ll Handle It
We’ll Handle It

This poem is about the quiet, unwavering promise of partnership—the kind that isn’t built on certainty, but on commitment. It acknowledges that life will bring both beauty and hardship, often without warning, and that not everything can be controlled or prevented. But within that uncertainty, there is something steady: the choice to face it all together. This is about standing side by side through whatever comes, not because it will be easy, but because you’ve decided you will handle it—together, no matter what. 💚

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The Water Of The Womb
The Water Of The Womb

This poem is about the family we choose—and the quiet, powerful truth that love given freely will always mean more than love demanded by blood. It reflects the shift from obligation to devotion, from enduring connection to embracing it, and the profound sense of belonging that comes from being seen, accepted, and held exactly as you are. This is a celebration of the people who found me, who chose me, and who have poured something real and life-giving into my world—something deeper than where I came from. 💚

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Work In Progress
Work In Progress

This poem is about what comes after the damage—when nothing is clean or resolved, and healing isn’t a destination but a lifelong commitment. It’s about the unfairness of having to carry what you didn’t choose, and the quiet, relentless work of choosing who you want to be anyway. Even when it’s exhausting. Even when it feels like you’re losing. This is a promise to keep going—not because it’s easy, but because there is too much at stake not to. 💚

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Britt Wolfe

Britt Wolfe writes emotionally devastating fiction with the precision of a heart surgeon and the recklessness of someone who definitely shouldn’t be trusted with sharp objects. Her stories explore love, loss, and the complicated mess of being human. If you enjoy books that punch you in the feelings and then politely offer you a Band-Aid, you’re in the right place.

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