Work In Progress

Written By Britt Wolfe
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I used to think healing
was something you finished.

A season.
A chapter.
A quiet, tidy conclusion
where everything made sense again
and I could set the pain down
like a box I no longer had to carry.

I don’t think that anymore.

—

Now I know
healing is a life sentence.

Not because I failed.
Not because I am weak.
But because something happened
that does not end
just because I want it to.

Because damage, once done,
does not politely disappear.

It echoes.

In the way I brace for things
no one else notices.
In the way my mind runs ahead
looking for exits
before I’ve even arrived.
In the way I measure my words
like they might cost me something
if I’m not careful.

—

It is not fair.

That I have to do this work.
That I have to carry this
and still be soft.
Still be good.
Still choose something better
than what was given to me.

There are days
I want to put it down.

Let the sharpness take over.
Let the anger feel like power.
Let the world have its way with me
until I no longer recognize
the version of myself
that tried so hard
to stay kind.

—

But I don’t.

Not because it’s easy.
Not because I am above it.
But because I am committed.

—

I am committed
to the slow, unglamorous work
of becoming someone
I can live with.

Someone my girls
can look at
and feel safe.

Someone my love
can trust
with the fragile parts
of his heart.

Someone my chosen family
can lean on
without fear
that I will turn sharp
in their hands.

—

I am committed
to the version of me
that still believes
the world can be better
if I am.

Even when that belief
feels naïve.
Even when it feels
like I am the only one
still trying.

—

So I will keep going.

Through the therapy
and the quiet rewiring
and the exhausting, invisible work
of choosing again
and again
and again
who I want to be.

Not who the world made me.
Not who the hurt shaped me into.
But who I decide
is worth fighting for.

—

I will fail.

I already have.

There are moments
I don’t recognize myself.
Moments where something harsher
slips through
before I can catch it.

But I come back.

I always come back.

—

Because healing
is not about perfection.

It is about return.

—

And I am still here.

Still choosing.
Still rebuilding.
Still holding on
to something that feels fragile
but refuses to break completely.

—

I am a work in progress.

And maybe I always will be.

But I am doing the work.

For me.
For them.
For the life I am building
with hands that have learned
both how to hold
and how to let go.

—

It isn’t fair.

But it is mine.

And I will make something good
out of it anyway.

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Britt Wolfe

Britt Wolfe writes emotionally devastating fiction with the precision of a heart surgeon and the recklessness of someone who definitely shouldn’t be trusted with sharp objects. Her stories explore love, loss, and the complicated mess of being human. If you enjoy books that punch you in the feelings and then politely offer you a Band-Aid, you’re in the right place.

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